Like mega mega sucks.
I knew me and S were fairly incompatible from the beginning. That didnt stop us from really, really falling for each other. I
have had it bad.
Ah. Whatever. I’m fucking heart broken.
It’s been coming for about 4 weeks now so it’s not a complete shocker. But still.
It is related to my bi polar. I haven’t been stable therefore my dealings with him have been awful leading to an extremely unstable, complicated relationship.
It’s not all me. This man has some serious issues in his own way. I loved him regardless. It’s just that I really messed up in a complicated way and now I’ve got to face the consequences.
Okay this post is not making any sense but not a whole lot is making sense in my life right now. Hence my decision to get myself booked into hospital/clinic/rehab/crazy person place this week. Once I’ve had a chat with my doctor ofcourse.
I could just be being dramatic.
I dont know?
Guess I’m breaking up in more than just one way.